Friday, 18 December 2009

new moon.

Still the movie is good and nice as people were screaming and love some scenes from the movie. People would scream and giggle as they watch some romantic and love scenes from the movie. I love the action scenes from the wolves on how they act naturally in their sequence. and edward's scenes too hehe. The twist of the story was really good and nice. Twilight still reigns! and I still consider this movie as one of the best movies I watched this year the other one is 2012.

The ending of the movie was a little bit intriguing because edward said: 'Marry me Bella!' and then it stopped right there. After edward said that line people just scream from affection lol!
We had fun and we enjoyed the movie and it entertained us. Hoping to see again the next chapter of the Twilight Eclipse b'coz I'm so anxious to watch it.

What else can i say? Jacob is freakin hot! but I'm still Edward's biggest fan after all hehe

Thank you my love farhan for taking me to watch this and it makes me even happier that you actually like the movie :)

Thursday, 10 December 2009

Wednesday, 9 December 2009


A boy whisks a girl into his arms
they stand face to face
she whispers "do you love me?"
Without hesitation he says "yes"... just that easy
she asks "promise to never trade me in?" ..
"Promise to stay with me no matter how hard times can get"
Once again he replies "yes"
Then he ask "do you love me?"
"Yes" before he even finishes the sentence
"Promise to never trade me in... no matter how hard it gets"
"Of course" she answers with a wide smile.

... and just like that they made their vows.
Nobody to witness, no papers to sign, no one to give them their blessings.
Just one boy and one girl
giving each other the only thing they have
their trust.

Friday, 4 December 2009

and it's raining

kak fatin! thanks alot..akk buat aza teringat balik kat band nie..duh, camne ley lupe. favourite band--favourite song mase aku buat foundation dulu..cheers!

Sunday, 22 November 2009

still learning

If any of you are in, or have ever been in a relationship
you will understand this.

When dating someone you have to learn to be us, or we
instead of me, and I.

still, to do this day struggle with this.
As much as we love, love, love giving to one another
we are both at the same time stubborn on the things he or I want.

Many of the things we have become stubborn over
has brought me to tears
him to frustration and silence
and many other "raw" moments.

But... that being said
we learn to work through it,
we learn to talk it out,
we learn to fix our problems,
even though
we are still working through it,
talking it out,
and trying to fix it,
which I am sure we will do all through our life's.

We are still doing it together

we are after all,
building a life


I'm coming home

a thousands sorry from me for away too long without any news..hehe..

now, I'm back

Thursday, 29 October 2009

exam mode

its like a years aku tak update (ini menunjukakn aku seorang yg pemalas.hee)
tapi aku ade reason yg kukuh. I'm having my final semester exam. Damn susah-giler-hingga-tak-terkata. screwed up with my Drug Delivery System's theory. I didnt knw what I'm doing. seriously. I'm stressed out! 4 papers to go and I can't wait for my holidays! I've list down all events and seems like 1 and half month of holidays is not enough! owyeah!

Next is OSPE. can someone replace me? i really have no idea what will happen. tp ape ape pun, aku akan cube buat yang terbaik utk parents aku..nawaitu nawaitu!

Thursday, 15 October 2009

I am getting butterflies

I love everything about these pictures...
from the vintage feel of them, to their outfits, to the color, to the record player,
and the swing!
Are these just not the most beautiful engagement pictures ever!

"The best feeling is listening to someones heartbeat and knowing the tangible fact that it beats for nobody but you"

Saturday, 3 October 2009

unchained melody

i love babies.
( selingan di kala bosan)

I'm blogging right from alia's cozy bed
just feels like blogging

Today is Saturday
and I'm bored
I'm supposed to be at home now. my heaven after all.. but due to some pr
ob, i have to stay here..
nothing to do with ipoh. so just hibernating at home.

i just looked around and i started to think, "what i'm suppose to do today?"

and the answer appeared is : NOTHING (haha so plain la wei)

but the best part of today is, very calm and peaceful. I do love this. Everyone is different (me as well) and i love being in this calm situation. It's like a meditation for me and away from all those
serabut serabut thingy. otak perlu rehat jugak kan. (i just hope that i'll not live in KL when i get married someday. selangor is ok =))
But when it comes to party or hang out thing, i can be a very noisy and active person.

i wanna write about many things that really happened in my life. like hang out thingy with my besties, my dear family, boyfie, eid celebration.. but since i'm into my lazy-ness phase again, so i gonna write about it later. that's all for now. going downstairs to wash bundle of clothes and get some food for my breakfast..Toodles.

owh floating heart baby

dear stalkers, i know you're reading and keep reading..haha..

owh i'm totally sad when it comes to this part..


Tuesday, 29 September 2009

merindui keluarga & teman2

baru semalam aku smpai ipoh, tp hati da merindui keluarga di rumah & sahabat2 yg merata2..
tp sebelum ape2, d sebabkan kite msh dlm bulan syawal, jadi aku nak mengucapkan


kepada semua yg mengenali aku..kepada keluarga, kawan2 sejak aku lahir smpai la skrg tak kire sape anda, dr mane aku kena korgl: fs ke, ms ke, bukulima ke, blog ke..tak lupe saudara mara, cikgu2 dan sume la asal kan bnyawa, aku nak mintak maaf dgn hati yg ikhlas..

aku same je mcm org laen, msti ta lari dr buat salah..sumtimes aku termoody tibe2, tergile ta tentu pasal, tercakap pape yg myinggung perasaan, lama ta contact ke, and so the list continue..aku mintak maaf..harap korang maaf kan aku.

pada housemate aku skang, aku mintak maaf kat korang klau aku jrg join2 korang..bkn aku its too complicated to explain actually..harap korang phm and ley trime.. actually, aku bkn nye jenis yg diam sgt pon...cume aku jenis ta mnt bergosip pape pon, korang ttp best..cume aku je yg ngokngek skit..(mengalami konfrontasi jiwa yg aku sndiri tataw apekah itu) hehehe..

pada kawan2 FET, MRSM, zaman2 sekolah, korang mmg terbayek :) and sume2 la..

p/s: hati menjadi sgt sayu apabila teringat ibu & ayah, adek2 aku..huk3 = (

Saturday, 22 August 2009

Ya Ramadhan

One of the miracles of Islam is the month of Ramadhan, a month in which we can cleanse ourselves, not only spiritually, but physically as well. Ramadhan is a time of worship, but physical ailments can sometimes cause us to lose our spiritual focus. The blessed month of Ramadhan is upon us once again, we pray that Allah give us all the ability to make use of this blessed month, to develop and enhance our connection with Allah..


Friday, 31 July 2009

Hot sunny evening.

Slight fever. Cracked lips. Sore throat. And PMS.

Planned to get a treatment but I'm pretty sure lotsa people there waiting to get a treatment too since H1N1 virus is spreading around the world.

But I'm ok now. I think so. Just need my EPO (Paan bought it for me) and I have to take it continuously. I must be a good girl and follow the direction. One capsule 3 times daily with food. But I managed to take only once a day. And for sure not even everyday. Such a sweet escape hah. Hehehe.

I'll try to not escape anymore. I'm not swear ya. But I'll try. Baik kan saya ;)

Thursday, 18 June 2009

holiday till die~

short sem dah abes!!
now, this is the time to rest, throw away all those book/handout (adakah ini sgt melampau?)
new event coming up next..

* pharmacy dinner on this saturday nite.
* meet the my hunn...

* back to my "home sweet home"
*shopping :)

Sunday, 14 June 2009

be strong.go forward.move ahead.

People who lead a lonely existence always have something on their minds that they are eager to talk about- Anton Checkov

DO you ever felt that you r lonely?DO you ever felt that no one understand you evendow u still have your
great family that always support you,
friend that always encouragin you,
boyfriend that always be by your side no matter what..

but you feel..lonely...alone..empty...
do you??

that's what i feel just now..
i feel like crying..
deep in my heart, i feel empty.....
i don't know what happen to me..
ya me...
People drain me,
even the closest of friends,
and I find loneliness to be the best state in the union to live in

Sunday, 7 June 2009

sem result

congratulations yer!!
alia, wanie, fatin, kak zai, shyka, awin, nisa
pnt lelah kita b'usaha tak sia2..
even its kinda tough, tp kita bjaya buktikan kita boleh..
pasnie kita usaha lbeh lg k
there's a long way to go..
n yg laen2 pon, congratulation!
syg korg!

Thursday, 4 June 2009

skt pinggang~

i'm on my way to kelantan coz of my cuzzie' wedding..
and sgt la bosan+panas..
nta bile nak smpai..
so aku pon online la dlm kereta nie..

tolong, ak da giler..lalala~

Tuesday, 2 June 2009

shop shop!!

Hello readers. How you doing? I went out for window shopping with alia today and also hunting for a really nice dress and shirt We had such a good time even just for 1 hour due to tahap lapaness cherah yg max. Found it but can't really make up my mind to choose which one is the best. At last, i choosed a very vintage and lovely white blouse and super kawaii plus adorable black shirt..( is it too much for it description?) Haha.. I spend around RM100++ today..And i love spending..(uh aku sgt boros~!!) I really love the shirt. I just love how the end of the shirt was designed. It look really fabulous when match it with legging.

Ok ok enough for my shopping thingy..Hehe..

Thursday, 14 May 2009

as time goes on..

i went bloghopping just now and i saw tones of cute, kawaii and pinkish layouts used by some blogger. argh!i wish i could make my own skin. i always wanted to make 1..but i tend to give up very easily. haih..

erm nothing much to say..actually i have lotsa thg to write..but since im into my "lazy phase", so i just tend to 'buat bodo and ignore je..(haih mls nye aku..) havin my short sem now..what a heck..campus laen sume cuti..2 months fyi..but i have to attend religious studies and english class as usual..sgt jeles ok!haih..its ok la..erm i just abes my english class..and i gt an assgnment edi..tones of assignment (tipu je..hehehe) im going back today..hooray! i mean blk my real home la.. last week br blk..but hey, sgt bosan la ok sini lame2..arini last class for this week..everyone dlm umah ak why not me rite??hehehe.. actually im supposed kena join my friends g FET buddies to be exact..diorang plan g genting..but i can't make it i think bcoz "saya kena berjimat cermat!!" sori guys..i cant make it..hopfully kite bley gather next time..sdey plak..huhu..

so after this, i'll go to ktm to buy a ticket with my friends..but i need to feed my stomach first la..sgt lapa nie..but can anyone gimme an idea nak g lunch mane arini??yesterday, da lunch kat old today takde plan lg...ok gtg..thats all for now i think..see ya next tme arnd..

Thursday, 7 May 2009

exam yang tak abes2..

hai..bile la nak abes exam nie..lm plak ak rase exam nie..padahal sbnrnye esok nak abes da..hehehe..cepat la esok..tak sabar da nie..sori for late update..sgt busy la ok..sumpah tak skang mcm da nak free..hooray!!!ak rase mcm byk bende yg slalu ak buat and ak , tp ak tade mase nak wat skang..cthnye mcm posing2 tgkp gmba then upload kat fs/ms, update blog, g shopping, tgk tv, jumpe org2 yg ak sayang on9 smpai mata bengkak n byk lg week, ak pndh umah..and dat house ade wireless..jd mule la ak bkecimpung kembali dlm area inie..hehe..erm actually byk bende ak nak cite kat sini..pasal birthday suprise ak, aku demam trok, life ak and mcm2 lg..jd korg tggu la ea post2 dr ak nnt..

Wednesday, 29 April 2009

sweet editing

aahha..arxar's back. as u can see, i've edited my profile page. well, to me it is much more better right?? soft pink i got there.. so kawaii~~~ i really love it!! anyway, im at home! but my hols is goin' to end soon. then i'll back to my campus for remaining papers.. argh~ ok guys will be posting next time again

Tuesday, 21 April 2009

what a wonderful life

uh..i feel very happy la ppl..i feel like...wanna smile all the not a crazy ppl la aiyo..i have my own reason.. =) i'l tell u why..but not now..later..i have no time to 'story2' sekarang..but thanks to u sayang ^_^

Monday, 13 April 2009

exam owh exam...

Owh sgt stress kawan2~ final sem exam is just around the corner and there’s so so so many topic I still tak cover lagi. Here’s the schedule..

21st april 2009(Tuesday) 0900-1500

23rd April 2009(Thursday) 0900-1100

24th April 2009(Friday) 1500-1700

27th April 2009(Monday) 1200-1400

4th May 2009(Monday) 0900-1200

5th May 2009(Tuesday) 1500-1700

6th May 2009(Wednesday) 0900-1100

7th May 2009(Thursday) 0900-1100

8th May 2009(Friday) 0900-1100

Then the most sad part is..on 11, da start short sem..wa~~ ta dpt cuti~

Monday, 6 April 2009

damn great song! my favourite..


We were both young, when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flashback starts
I’m standing there, on a balcony of summer air

I see the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
You say hello, little did I know…

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said “stay away from Juliet”
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don’t go…
And I said…

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone
I’ll be waiting, all there’s left to do is run
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess,
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet, because we’re dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while
Oh, Ohhh

Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said “stay away from Juliet”
But you were everything to me
I was begging you, please don’t go…
And I said

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone
I’ll be waiting, all there’s left to do is run
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes

Romeo save me, they’re trying to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it’s real
Don’t be afraid, we’ll make it out of this mess
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes
Oh, Ohhh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said

Romeo save me, I’ve been feeling so alone
I keep waiting, for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don’t know what to think
He kneels to the ground and pulled out a ring and said

Marry me Juliet, you’ll never have to be alone
I love you, and that’s all I really know
I talked to your dad-you’ll pick the white dress
It’s a love story, baby just say…yes…
Oh, Ohhh… Oh, Oh, Ohhh…
We were both young when I first saw you

Tuesday, 31 March 2009

never thought

busy busy busy....

study purpose..
assignment/quiz/test/sem exam..

sorry for not so active in blogging..
we'll be back soon.. :)


Thursday, 12 March 2009

back to basic

study study study!!!!!
pharmaceutical, basic formulation, anatomy & physiology..bla..bla..bla..

current mood: busy life..


Thursday, 5 March 2009

shopping girl

Shopaholic. i guess almost every girl has this syndrome. huhu. and not surprising that lots of guys have been affected with it. back then, i was one. i mean seriously. i'm not talking shit. i spend like crazy and this habit semakin mjadi2 everytime cuti or even hang out ngn kawan2..

Nevertheless, now, after entering university, i've to be independent as my parents not around, it's very very hard 2 spend like those times (plus, i still didn't get my loan.. hehe). now, i really need to think and think and think again before shop.. but i do shop. but lesser. it's hard to stop shopping. i mean, the girls totally know how i feel. It's hard!! but i'm trying day by day. really trying hard to control my lust for shopping. i cant change my decade of spending-like-a-maniac in weeks or couple of months. i myself need to adapt to a new life. i know when i step in a shopping mall, i'll go mad, and forget about my 'plan'(not to shop like a shopwhore). i can do it. but just not in a drastic way. i know there are more beneficial ways in spending my money. It is no harm when i shop once in a while. right?

My mid sem break is going to end soon.. and i'm dreading the whole issue of going back to Uni.. and you know what, i'll do some shopping tomorrow.. yea~ there's some clothes and accessories in my watchlist.. hehe.. after long time i tahan utk mngatakan tidak pd shopping disebabkan ktiadaan 'pitih', but then, this is the time for shopping yah~ sgguh teruja rase hati..hihi.. ><

Monday, 2 March 2009

romantic ideas

hello!! i just read one's not really a book's about an idea how to treat your partner..101 romantic ideas from Michael Web..i think his idea is useful sometimes..depends on the situation eventhough this idea is mostly dedicate to a guy... neway, i decided to write some ideas of him here..have a pleasant read guys ^_^

IDEA 1- if your partner is going away for a few days, tell her that you are worried about her so you have organized a person to look after her. then give her a small teddy bear..

IDEA 2- on a special occasion, buy your partner 11 real red roses and 1 artificial red rose. place the artificial rose in the center of the bouquet. attach a card that say "i will love you until the last rose fades"

IDEA 3- drive into the country, find a grassy hill and lie with your partner and look up at the cloud.

IDEA 4- if your partner has to work late, take a lunch box and fill it with some of her favorite things such as chocolate, cookies and small teddy bear. tell your partner to open the box when things get really tough.

IDEA 5- leave a long stem rose where your partner will find it with a note on it saying "thank you for coming into my life"

IDEA 6- use this idea if your partner is going to work and u are staying at home for some reason(perhaps you're sick). say good bye to her at the front door and then immediately send an email@message to her to say "i miss you already"

IDEA 7- if your partner has long hair, take the time to brush it using long slow strokes. this is particularly effective after she has had a shower or when she is getting ready for sleep.

IDEA 8- contact your partner's family and ask if there was anything she always wanted when she was a lil girl. for example if she wanted a porcelain doll, buy one for her birthday. she will not only appreciate the gift, but also the fact you were thoughtful enough to find out what she always wanted.

IDEA 9- write a note saying "I thought of you today, and it made me smile". leave the note somewhere your partner is sure to find it.

IDEA 10- when you and your partner are in a shopping center, stop at one booths that allow you to take an instant photo and print them out as stickers. choose a romantic background.

IDEA 11- if your partner is going on a trip, pack a small present into the corner of her/him suitcase that she/he will find when she/he away.

IDEA 12- create a love montage by collecting some photographs of you and your partner which has special meaning to you both. buy a frame and create a simple montage yourself.

IDEA 13- if you shower first in the morning, steam up the bathroom and write a message such as "I LOVE YOU' on the mirror for your partner to read when she uses the bathroom. this also works on car windows when it's cold.

IDEA 14- when your partner is sitting at a table or desk, come up behind him/her and give a back, shoulder and head massage. finish with a gentle kiss on the cheek.

IDEA 15- buy a box of chocolate and very carefully open one side of the plastic wrap so that you can gently slide the box out. open the box and place a love note inside. then slide the box back into its plastic wrap and reseal it.

IDEA 16- when your partner is sick at home, take a day off to look after her/him.

ok that's enough i think..hope it'll works out..

life is aren't easy

its been awhile......

I wrote two posts before i wrote this one. However, it has become such a frustration when i failed to publish both of the blogs due to some errors... sigh~ I think what I should write first is introduce myself to the world... so HEY everybody~~~

My name is arxar (as i mentioned before..n i keep wondering if there's any of my friends still don't know my name..hehe) As I am now in my holidays(holidays!! yay~), I think I should utilize my time as when uni life comes back, oh man.. you don't have time for yourself in a way such shall I say, it's a social suicide, man! so, now, I'm taking baby steps to be a writer. To tell people what i have to say and my turn to tell my side of the story.

As all I can do apart from writing is just texting n surfin internet where i am addicted to till sometimes i didnt n never realized i've been spendin almost 24 hrs man.. but hey that's me..

my university life was very hectic..
the schedule was extremely pack till sometimes i have to sleep less than 3 hours by doin' revision and assignments..i'm not gonna be a doctor man..owh no way..but i have to..thanks god coz my shweet gentle boy accompanied me through the day..thank you ^_^

coming up after this holiday, i'l have pharmaceutics, biology, basic formulation test n lab as well..duh, such a depression for drives me crazy sometimes..huhu..neway, i'll do my best eventhough my previous test( phy chem & physio) was extremely disappoint me..hah! its ok..let bygone be matter how difficult it might seem, i have to survive..there's no turning back..ok it's time to think positive people!! make it is so wonderful aite ^_^

instead of that, uni life really teach me how to really appreciate some1 we call...FAMILY, FRIENDs n SOULMATE..they will always be beside me no matter how and what..esp during my hard time..they will lend their hands to me for help before i fall down..when i need someone to talk to, they will be my ears..and they are my strength to be exact..thanks a lot guys..i really have no idea what would my life wl be without u guys..thousands thanks won't do..

Owh gosh..i guess i have to end my short post here. There's some work to do. I'll be back soon.